Wednesday, October 21, 2009
I am really confuse...
I don't know what I want..
I don't know what I am feeling...
Mixed emotion which is making me feel annoyed...
Why is it all happening so suddenly...
Seriously Alif what is the matter with you...
My action and my thoughts are contradicting...
I really wonder what I want...
Is it something more that I seek?
Or is it just a passing feeling?
God seriously...
Just get rid of my emotion it would be so much better...
I hate went things are out of my reach...
I really hope it's just me thinking too much...
If not I am bound to lose it...
I don't want to lose it for I know it will eat me inside out...
Basically I don't know...
Need someone to enlighten me...
Fight on 12:23 AM