Monday, September 14, 2009
Today has really been an unexpected day.
I really was surprise by many things.
Some of which was are pleasant and some of which are just plain shocking.
Anyways got back most result today.
Not happy with the result obviously...
I seriously am gonna lose to many people...
It's what I deserve I guess...
Shall not post my result here since it might rub certain people the wrong way...
That is the last thing I need right now...
Anyways I am so called shock with my mt result.
I got a 62% which is totally uncalled for.
I have improved a grade and nearer to my ideal grade which is a B3 or if I can an A2.
So far no fail I am thankful for that.
Tomorrow is going to be another long day.
Getting back our Humanities papers only I guess.
English getting back on Wednesday.
I heard that they may ask all the Sec 4E & 5N to go to the hall to release as a whole...
Sheesh!
Something ironic happened an 1h+ ago...
My hand phone was giving me a sign of what to come but I didn't notice it...
Till it was too late...
Haizzz...
Take a deep breath and let it all out.
Make room for more.
As it will be gone in a split second.
Let all the feelings out.
Just do it.
You are more than welcome to blame me.
I rather be blame than it being kept inside till the point of exploding.
Let it all out.
It will do everyone justice.
Let everything out.
Show me how much you hate me.
Truth be told just hate me.
Blame me.
Everything is my fault.
Let all the unhappiness towards me out so you can be happy.
Oh, don't worry about me.
Wait why should you?
Bring all the hate to me for I am ready.
Rather be hate then live in a world of lies.
Sorry to my other friends who I neglected ever since I was
separated from you guys.
I am so glad that at least you guys are understanding.
Wish I could turn back time and really split my time instead of sticking to the same thing.
You can never replace 4 years of friendship yeah?
Once after O level finishes, I shall spent quality time with you guys =)
Having the brains doesn't mean having the right mind set.
Goodnight =)
Fight on 10:58 PM
