Friday, August 21, 2009
The final decision is finally coming...
It's a battle of retaking or not retaking...
Either 1 I know it would work out in the end.
This is the time for me to change.
I know that I will pull through this and survive!
No more slacking already!
It's time for me to shine!
I shall not be beaten anymore!
I shall not fall to the ground!
Enough of all the suffering!
Pain is inevitable but suffering is a choice!
11h to go before I have to make up my mind once and for all!
And then he started to soar.
Fight on 12:49 AM
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
I wish today didn't come.
It was a hellish day...
Screwed up everything...
Goodbye my English O lvl marks...
It's been fun dreaming about you...
Thank you so much you stupid invigilators...
I hate today...
I really do...
Stupid Mt O lvl result...
Stupid Eng O lvl oral...
Stupid me...
And then he was gone...
Fight on 7:15 PM
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Ahhh! Tomorrow have 2 major events!
I am so scared =(
First is release of O lvl Mt result...
Second is English O lvl oral =(
One event after the other...
I am so scared that my result would spoil my mood for the oral...
I hope I get a pass...
I really do hope so...
Ahhh!
Tomorrow is the last time I am able to do oral.
So I have only 1 last chance to do it and not only do it well but perform!
Go for it Alif!
I shall practice till the last min...
Oh!
I am the second last person gonna rot for a bit...
Sleeping now bye!
Fight on 11:56 PM
Hehe!
Today was a mundane day for me...
Nothing much...
Still there was a bit of excitement here and there xD
Okay reach school like 7pm! =)
Had oral practice with Mrs Tan.
Was group with Rafael, Donnell, WeiJin and Jihao.
Hahas =3
So anyways Rafael read first =D
I kind of laugh =x
It was fun listening =3
Donnell was next.
Again I giggle o.o
Nothing better to do huh?
I was next~
My heart started beat faster and harder and it literally wanted to come out...
Gave it my all and had lesser mistake than Raf =3
Keep forgetting the "th" sound =x
I was reading bloody fast...
Still it was err not that bad...
Jihao was next ._.
I once again giggle...
Hmmm?
WeiJin was the last.
I was impressed by his reading.
It was the best out of the rest I think ._.
So anyways she gave us tips and what we needed to do and in the end she read to us.
It was amazing and funny when she read the dialog.
I guess what I really need to do is slow down and take my time reading it and enjoy =)
Hahas =3
Anyways A.maths was retarded...
Sitting with Mingjun is fun xD
Got back test and I got a good score =x
Stupid thing is I did something extra and minus 1 mark =(
Oh! Linear law "quiz" lol!
Got back and the rest was like lol xD
So anyways had another quiz.
I can't believe me and Mingjun made the same mistake...
Instead of lgy we go lgx -.-"
Had to redraw...
So I did and guess what?
My scale was not enough to find the y-intercept...
Had to redraw again! -.-"
Chem was...
Revise and the bloody quiz omg...
Screwed it luh! -.-"
English had more picture discussion.
Learn things that I hope to apply xD
Physic was hmmm okay?
Nothing much~
Mt bore...
Did my chem paper =)
Poa -.-"
Did mock exam paper...
Screwed it xD
Actually I calculated wrongly lucky managed to find it...
I cheated! =x
Chem practical was a horrible nightmare...
Got a 4/15!
Failed horribly...
Repeated so many times and bah!
Anyways after school went to bbt shop at Chai Chee area xD
Sit there and hear them talking while I listen and look at the area where I once went to.
Been almost 8 years since I last went to that place?
Got attitude problem people suddenly scolded us for no reason...
Seriously!
No wonder I prefer to spend my time around *bleep*
I hate *bleep*...
Wish I had more *bleep* blood inside of me...
At least another 1 quater and it would be fine...
So anyways sent people off on the way to the bus stop with Jamie and Xingwei(sp?)
Those 2 are very entertaining xD
Xingwei sent us to the bus stop and off he go.
Waited for 60 with Jamie o.o
Yup I got future okay!
Hahas =)
Boarded the bus and talked till she drop at her bus stop.
She owned the bus stop okay don't play, play xD
Went home and I rot?
Actually mostly sleep and watch tv...
Unbelieveable!
Yet again I never open my books...
Horrible Alif!
Shoot yourself if this goes on...
Anyways the topic for today oral was about going overseas or something ._.
Goodness me a hard topic I must say...
I wouldn't have anything to talk about...
Those who know me would understand...
I wonder what tomorrow (18/8) topic is gonna be...
I hope something that is not that easy so that Wednesday it would be easy xD
Anyways that's all~
Goodnight and goodbye!
Fight on 12:20 AM
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Oh my gosh...
It's like I am cursed...
Every time I want to study either I can't concentrate or I am too tired or I get sick...
What a idiotic way to prevent me from studying...
I feel like I am gonna fall hard soon...
Everyone started to do their homework or study...
While here I am watching anime...
Dead...
I just found out that I have oral practice tomorrow and I don't have the paper to practice it...
I am so doom tomorrow...
Life sucks!
Sheesh!
Gonna sleep early today so I can reach on time tomorrow...
I am so doom -.-"
I need rest to get ride of my bloody nose block...
What a pest!
Anyways good luck to those who have exams or oral tomorrow!
Good Luck~
Goodbye...
Goodnight!
Fight on 11:11 PM
Saturday, August 15, 2009
This is getting on my nerve...
This is so unusual of me...
I try not to think too much but it seems that I am thinking a lot lately...
Getting on my nerve never the less...
Seems like I getting irritated easily when it comes to certain things this few days...
Wonder why...
I wanna play game...
I miss playing game...
I wanna play fps...
I miss "killing"...
Hahas!
Sounds kind of wrong huh?
Back to reality!
Hmmm?
Anyways prelim was hmmm?
Compo worte about family xD
Hmmm kind of like the story line and I think I describe more than usual ._.
Speech was a bitch xD
Oh! Got 29 for prelim oral...
Goodness me I let myself down...
Actually thought it could be worst still didn't get the A1 that I need oh-so-badly...
Lose to a lot of people -.-"
Must improve on my reading aloud....
Can't wait for wednesday hmmm?
Lucky I am not totally rotting at home...
Thank goodness for anime...
Can anyone go out to study?
I really need someone to go to study with asap...
Nothing more I guess?
And then he was gone...
Fight on 6:27 PM
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Oh My Goodness!
English prelim in less than 12h...
Wow kind of scary thinking about it...
This is the final step before O lvl...
Hope it doesn't turn out bad...
Anyways, finally no need wake up early for school!
Reporting at 12:30pm.
Cool!
Sleep in! xD
To everyone, good luck for your prelims!
To the Express people, Do your best for English!
To the N.A. people, Your prelim starts tomorrow, so do your best!
Good luck and give it your all.
Give your best and the best shall you be rewarded with!
Goodnight~
Fight on 2:55 AM
Monday, August 10, 2009
Tired...
Lets just stop and think.
Why can't people just let nature takes it's course?
Why must people intervene?
Why must people try to help?
Why do people want more?
Why is it so hard to just be contented with what you have?
Why do people make things hard for themselves?
Helping someone is a good thing as long as it is not a hindrance...
Unless helping someone means something else...
I hate it when people forget that things can never stay the same...
Change is a must no matter when or where...
If it was meant to be then so be it yeah?
Time is a powerful thing that we can't control...
So lets just let nature take it's course...
Pretending is key yeah?
And then he was gone...
Fight on 10:21 AM
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Just shut up and drive people!
If you say so then.
So be it.
No use changing a mind if that mind is bend on sticking to it.
If you eat chilli, you will feel the burn.
So if you think that it is you so be it.
Ha!
Ask and you shall be answer.
Understand?
Faham?
Wo ming bai?
Bah!
Whocares!
Lets just take the role that was given to us yeah?
Betrayers I shall be what you said I am.
And then he was gone...
Fight on 11:04 PM
Wow!Yet another screw up as always...
When words are lost in translation, everything is improvised...
When it is improvised, it losses it's meaning...
When it losses it's meaning, it is interpreted as something else...
When it is interpreted as something else, everything is screwed up...
You know what this isn't the first time and I am sick and tired of this bullshit...
If you want to know the truth hear it from the person themselves!
Betrayers are bitches, gonna seal my lips...
Trust me, bitches will never get it right.
They can't be trusted as they like to improvise.
Ever wondered why bitches don't need to have a laser with them?
It is because their mouth itself is a laser!
To all the betrayers who actually are bitches.
Please if you wanna convey a message please quote exactly what people say.
Don't improvised with that laser mouth of yours.
Unless you wanna kill people then by all means go ahead.
Shoot that laser mouth of yours away.
If it makes you feel better.
I shall thank you for your help in screwing things as always.
Here is a cheer to you betrayers out there.
Long live the betrayers who are actually bitches!
Banzai!
Banzai!
Little birdy I am so gonna kill you.
Better still just drop dead and don't ever appear in front of me.
For my life would be oh so better without you.
I shall shoot the messenger!
And then he was gone...
Fight on 10:29 PM
